Post by becbecmuffin on Jun 9, 2015 1:25:12 GMT
My neighbor committed suicide.
His wife tried calling everyone this morning but no one answered.
I was with my mom when she ignored the call. She ignored it because this woman can be exhausting sometimes and my mom has been in a lot of pain recently and just doesn't have the energy. But I'm sure she feels guilty.
I don't know what to do with myself right now. I feel numb.
I just... I hate it. I hate that the world and our brains are so fucked up that people even see suicide as an option. I hate that suicide is a thing that exists. I hate it. And I hate knowing I've felt that way.
His wife tried calling everyone this morning but no one answered.
I was with my mom when she ignored the call. She ignored it because this woman can be exhausting sometimes and my mom has been in a lot of pain recently and just doesn't have the energy. But I'm sure she feels guilty.
I don't know what to do with myself right now. I feel numb.
I just... I hate it. I hate that the world and our brains are so fucked up that people even see suicide as an option. I hate that suicide is a thing that exists. I hate it. And I hate knowing I've felt that way.